Bloodlust

Smile not on me so guilelessly
laugh not at me so loud
mock me not so heartlessly
for i am but one of the crowd

there are no sweet sweet memories
there was no love to live by
there was my raging hatred
for you when i bid goodbye

when your life was signing its death deed
and death was raging tall
i threw my heart at your feet
to you i bequeth'd my all

i slayed the monster i slayed him
in your joy i joyfully cried
but ingrate! in your selfishness
my heart it shrivelled and died

So smile not at me o medusa
wilt not i shall to your guile
slash my jugular with a knife instead
i will bleed to death in a while